You wake up in the darkness. And it is dark for a considerable amount of time. You can't run around, you feel lost and your senses seemed impaired. You can't see, can't hear, feel, taste but eventually, those senses return and like a movie fading in, you realize that you are are still where you are in the place where you had commit suicide.
You wonder why the suicide didn't go well. Aren't you supposed to be dead? Never mind you think, I'll just try again... but then you bump into a lady. She screams and you scream. Suddenly she disappears and you feel scared. Is there a ghost in this house?
Over time, you feel like time doesn't seem to pass at all, but at times you feel like you're whizzing by. Strange voices and noises are filling the house and eventually, you start seeing more shadows moving about. At long last, a woman appears before you and she tells you that you have to move on - and you're well... dead. 60 years have passed and they're renovating the house. Move on with your life.
You tell her you can't find the light. But she's gone. And you seem to be losing your senses again, as everything fades away to black.
You finally wake up after some time, but now the hooded men say that they would now take you to Hell for your sins. You tell them that you have never sinned but they don't listen. You are thrown into an everlasting pit and as you descend, your sanity fades, your happiness disappears and all feelings that make you human fade away completely. You are alone. That is suicide.