Question:
I want to end my life?
Ragnar R
2012-03-07 19:21:48 UTC
Ive wanted to since I was 14. I'm almost 22 now. I've got no friends. I don't know my family. I've never had a real relationship with anyone. I don't know how to act around people. I just want someone to talk to. I don't know what to do. I have a job but it doesn't seem to matter. I look at a lot of questions here on yahoo. "Everyone has a purpose". So on and so forth. I've hated life since I was a high school freshman. I've never ended my life because there's no coming back from that. I don't want to be another statistic. But I'm doing nothing with my life and I'm so alone. Things WOULD be easier if I just ended everything. I hate being alone all the time. I go to my local bar and try to talk to people but usually just sit by myself. I'm planning on going skydiving in a couple weeks but I don't even care about that anymore. I see everyone around me having a good time but I'm by myself. I really like the waitress at the bar I go to but she has a boyfriend. Ending my life would some people in my life and that's why I probably won't do it. I just feel horrible though because I wish I would get tboned by a semi or get shot so it won't look like a suicide. I want to see a counselor but I don't have the money for that. I don't know what to do. Give it a couple more months and I will end up just ending me. What do I do?
Sixteen answers:
rainbowSkies:D
2012-03-07 19:28:55 UTC
I can say I know how you feel- and genuinely mean it, to be honest I have felt that way since eighth grade and I am a senior now. Read my question and I think you will get to know a little better. All I can say is if you need somebody to talk to there are people out there that want to listen, you could message me. and of course you could always call a suicide hotline, or even meet with a local group where people who have thoughts like this can talk to you. talking can really help, but i know things are hard, i honestly do not know what i should do myself, but hang in there. when the time comes things will change. your probably just going through a tough time, go on a website like eharmony or something, their there for a reason, and of course why not just mess around lol! my problem is i can give great advice, and heal people- i know its sad :( please answer mine?
Melisa
2012-03-07 19:48:17 UTC
First of all, most people probably don't like their lives when they are in freshman year.



second, life is a gift. A privilege that god chose for you to have. its not like your life was an accident.

Your life has a purpose but you just haven't found it yet.



i highly suggest you didn't use social networking sites to find "friends". especially if you want an actual friend. it can end up making you feel a lot worse.



i suggest that you try new things and meet new people. Just because the people around you don't want to hang out with you or be your friend doesn't mean that no one will. you are probably not the only one feeling that way.



You should find a hobby or something that you enjoy more than anything else. stick to doing things that you love and not let other peoples comments get into the way. listen to a different kind of music, read new books, or have a new opinion on things, just change something in your life to make you have a better mood and another perspective at life.



I can understand that you feel like nothing in you life is worthful. but think of how fortunate that you are compared to people that really have nothing, that have to walk miles to get to and from school, that eat a peice of bread as their meals, that have to work so hard to get less than half of the things that you have. People that really have nothing, find life to be a challenge worth facing.
2012-03-07 21:24:38 UTC
Be very careful right now, It sounds like you're starting down the road to self destruction.Where you'll start trying to prove to yourself and others that these thoughts you're having are rational and that they are truth.

Please believe me that I've been there,that it feels safer to stay hidden within those beliefs.

I spent three years blowing all my money and time on anything that would just make me feel better right now. I didn't care,I was going to kill myself in the end anyways right.

I let those irrational thoughts brainwash me from realizing that I was fooling myself into a hole that felt worse than anything I could ever imagine.

I was lucky enough to survive and realize that I was causing all my problems to happen just by believing in them in the first place.

Our thoughts are who we are...We become what we believe.

I was always finding the easy way out, and never understanding that what I thought was the easy way,was always ending in failure.

Patience,self-awareness and understanding about how my thoughts were serving my false beliefs just so I didn't have to face any fear of my present and future, made me realize that even now,there was still hope for a future that I really wanted.

Realizing and understanding my fear with my new thinking,made those fears a lot smaller.

And that now, knowing for a fact that there is nothing that I will put in my own way again. Helps me enjoy today and tomorrow.

Instead of giving up I ended up giving in, to the real truth.

Creating better experiences for my life changed what I believed in.

Changed who I was, into who I am.
MusicGirl
2012-03-07 19:45:57 UTC
Do you open up to your family or other people much? It's probably because of your past that has you in this condition now. If you are willing to open to people, you'll most likely get to have friends. The best way to gain friends is be yourself, be open to people, and join an activity/event that you like. If you go somewhere or join a group that is interesting to you, you'll most likely have a friend because you have a common interest. Try going to skydiving and see if you meet anyone new. At work, is there no one you talk to regularly?



There is also another alternative. Use social network sites or join sites online to help you know people. It's not the safest way to go but at least you can try and find someone that will listen to what you have to say.



You have much ahead of you! Please don't think you are alone forever because you aren't. I don't know if you'll take advice of a young teen but, I have helped many people with being lonely and wanting to do suicide. Just please try your best to fight that urge and be open to people.
XCiel
2014-07-15 15:29:28 UTC
I don't see the point in living either - we all die eventually so all the pain and heartache we suffer in life is never worth it. The exams and the stress; it's not worth anything at all. Everyone around me says life's a gift; but they're all insane. I'm the only sane one. I want to end my life, commit suicide.

Apparently it will be a huge mistake but I want to talk to someone to find out if it really is. No-one thinks I'll do it, but that urges me more. So just follow what u want to do and do it
Yeri
2016-05-23 23:42:30 UTC
if you have money buy your self a nice car learn how to do burnout and you will be happy all day to find a girl frist just get a haircut clean your self up eat 3 time at day morning, after noon, night start a youtube channel make video do not look to the haters comment everybody in this wold have some one that will hate us for doing nothing to then you will find i lot of people on youtube that will love to be your friend be open mind do t live in a close box be open to the wold one men told me if you want to became the best of you you got work hard every day thing are going to see darker but that just life teaching stuff the wold need you. Ps if you end killing yourself and you make me writte all this u now going to heave okay got it. God Love YAH!!!! ooh buy nice clothe buy shoes like nike jordan etc. bye
2012-03-07 19:34:37 UTC
I think it would be a good idea to find someone to talk to. If you like this girl at the bar and if you trust her ask her if you can talk to her about how you are feeling. You should find an activity that you truly enjoy such as skydiving or something else like painting and maybe try joining a class like that and you will make a bunch of new friends that share the same interest you do. I hope this will help you find a solution.
2012-03-07 19:33:38 UTC
Living is the challenge.

Studying to determine who you are is the challenge.

Finding your spot is this enigmatic life is the challenge.

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It is not always easy to find others who think as deeply

about life and you will feel alone. But, you are not alone

your inner spirit is always there for your comfort if you

will seek it, it will come.



Ending your life gives nothing but finality and there is no way to

reverse that thoughtless act.



Go and find your self a counselor to talk with.
2015-08-07 09:16:06 UTC
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RE:

I want to end my life?

Ive wanted to since I was 14. I'm almost 22 now. I've got no friends. I don't know my family. I've never had a real relationship with anyone. I don't know how to act around people. I just want someone to talk to. I don't know what to do. I have a job but it doesn't seem...
I answer
2012-03-07 19:26:07 UTC
Your 22 you have your whole life ahead of you don't kill yourself just try to tough it out and good stuff will happen. Just wait life is worth living and you should enjoy it to the max by the way don't care what other people think.
2012-03-07 19:48:56 UTC
That's not good, I died once and Jesus kind of said go back! really Jesus just looked at my heart and then looked at my eye and Poof! I was in the hospital and mom was talking to me she said we are all praying that you will live! and I though oh that is way I'm back! ok. Jesus a white thin robe on and long brown hair! and he wasn't smiling at all. his eyes I think they might have been green or hazel color. In College he came down on a cross while I was talking to a girl and I told her to look at Jesus but she couldn't see him and I thought wow! this was only for me hmm? the cross has diagonal stripes on it five beyond his left hand! a small crown, he looked at me for a few seconds! and then continued to sway his head looking back and forth! the stake was twelve feet height and the bord behind his arms is a two by four, almost twice as long as his arms are! He told me to tell you Jesus Loves You! He loves you! don't do anything! don't do anything! okaaaaaaay! Peace!!!
Zaphod Beeblebrox
2012-03-07 19:26:37 UTC
There is plenty of free counseling at schools, churches, suicide hot lines, websites, etc. http://www.google.com/search?q=free+suicide+counseling&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a
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2012-03-07 20:31:33 UTC
Emotions are brought to us by our subconscious mind, based solely on our thoughts. In fact, our entire reality is created by our thoughts. Our thoughts are taken in by our subconscious which in turn causes us to do things (subconsciously) that create a reality congruent with them. Our predominant thoughts become habitual, which literally hard wires the neurons in our brains so that it forms what is called a neural net. If we want to create a new reality, it is necessary to change our habitual thought patterns so that the neural net becomes rewired.



Most of us derive our thoughts based on input which is our circumstances and experiences. When we operate from that dynamic, we are destined to live a life that reflects our current reality. The wonderful thing about the human mind is that we can not only change what we experience to a large degree, we can direct our thoughts so that they are congruent with the reality we would like to experience. In doing this, we shift our thoughts from reactionary to visionary.



The first thing that is necessary to start creating a reality you desire is to free yourself from judgment. This not only allows you to feel you deserve to have the reality you desire, it keeps you from judging your desires and it is those very desires that will lead you to not only that which brings you the greatest joy in life, but will be the most beneficial to others. Affirmations are one of the most powerful ways to do this and also one of the most frequently done incorrectly. Not only do affirmations have to be done in the present tense (as if already achieved) and in the positive, but the emotions of it already being your reality must be experienced. This is similar to what great actors and actresses do when they get into character. They also have to be habitual, so done at least once daily. The affirmation for judgment needs to be said to yourself but about other people. By saying the phrase, “You are perfect and beautiful” to yourself (not aloud) about random people, it not only frees yourself from judgment of others but yourself as well.



Once you have freed yourself of judgment, you can use this technique to start creating other realities you desire. Some good general affirmations are, “My thoughts are in line with my desires”, “My happiness grows greater by the day” or, “I believe that anything is possible”. Visualization, creativity and guided meditation are other good ways to bring about your reality. The same rules apply to those methods as affirmations. The basic idea is to experience for a few minutes every day the reality you wish to create and the emotions you would have if it were your current reality.



Another great thing that helps to shift your thought process is to start a gratitude journal. By focusing on what you lack in life, you bring about more that causes you to feel that way. By focusing on what you’re grateful for, you bring about more to be grateful for. Just write down one thing you are grateful for everyday and focus on the list while feeling the gratitude for a minute. After a week, date it and start over.





When you begin to change your thinking to be in line with your desires, your old way of thinking will begin to concern you because it is so prominent and out of line with the reality you’re trying to create. Don’t panic. Whatever you think about with emotion, you bring about so if you are worried about it or try to fight it, it will just become more prominent. Like a gardener, you are planting seeds and watering them daily. It will take time to bear fruit.



You may at times find yourself a bit despondent as well. This is because your body is adjusting to the new emotional peptides your brain is sending it. Honor your feelings but remind your body that you are doing this for its best interest and continue the techniques so that they become habitual.



Change your input. Read inspirational material or about someone who has mastered a reality you would like to emulate. Watch inspiring movies and uplifting television. Limit input not congruent with your desired reality.



It is essential to have a good understanding of how the mind works so that it can start working for you instead of against you. Some people will spend their whole lives running around in circles wondering why they can’t get anywhere in life. Our minds require that we set a destination for ourselves so that it knows where to take us. After declaring our destination, it is simply a matter of letting go and going with the flow of the universe. I wish you well and I hope that you end up exactly where you want to go.











Living life loving.
consumer
2016-09-07 20:33:04 UTC
you break my heart



I hope you stop this non sense
scary fairy
2012-03-07 19:33:46 UTC
I don't like preaching.

BUT NOW I WILL.







YOU ARE AN ADULT NOW.

FIND RESOURCES. THEY ARE THERE. STOP WHINING AND FIX YOURSELF.
V∟И X
2012-03-07 21:31:27 UTC
dont do it


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