it sounds absurd to reason thus, such as for instance, non existence is ultimately preferable to existence ''preferable for who'' etc, but the absence of this subject, the lack of preference, would seem to be THE preference in a way, not for anyone, that's the point, but a nothingness that by its very nature is complete in every way ? and from the perspective of a limited individualised ego it would seem the ultimate thing to want, because it destroys this whole game.